Dreamscape

Well, it has been a long time since i wrote something personal here so here I am. Writing this down to express my feelings this morning. I writing all of this down because of my realization from last night’s conversation with someone who I thought was true. So here it goes..

First, I have made some quotes conjured from my thoughts from last night and just this morning.

• "Unforgine…but forgotten".

• I can’t seem to forgive him for the things he did but I can forget about it.

"No more crying..My well of tears have run dry".

• he doesn’t deserve my tears.

"Fighting the urge to cry..No more tears will fall down my eyes".

• don’t wanna cry for hin anymore

And this one is my open verse "poem" or something like that which is about how I’m feeling right now..Bare with my writing though. I’m not a poet or a good writer but I just want to expres how I feel so that I feel more lightly. I need to let it out or it’s gonna eat me inside. SO here it is.

~Stupid Fool~

I thought you were different from the others. But then I was wrong.

I was just a stupid fool to think you’re someone special.

I was stupid to assume you are true,

even more stupid to believe in the words you have said so.

I honestly believed in the person you were.

But then I found out the horrible truth.

You are no one special. You are just the same as the others.

Just a typical guy capable of playing the heart of a fool like mine.

I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT YOU.

Was so wrong to have believed in you.

Perhaps you’re thinking how stupid I really am.

YES! You are RIGHT.

I AM STUPID!

I am stupid for falling for you.

A STUPID FOOL WHO FELL FOR A WORTHLESS FOOL LIKE YOU!

:p

~FIN~

Episode 29:The Test for My Love

When Miley falls head over heels for a rich kid, she goes out of her way to make a favorable impression with his extremely snooty parents. However after one too many country bumpkin insults, Miley accidentally volunteers that she’s preformed for the Queen. She quickly insists Robby and Jackson to help her out of the jam but in the end realizes the importance of being yourself.

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Episode 27: JOANIE B GOODE

Miley and Lilly must learn to make peace with their arch rival, Joanie, once Oliver decides to date her. However, when Lilly and Joanie learn that they have lots in common, Miley fears that she’s losing her two best friends. Jackson is spooked by images of Rico while dating his cousin.

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Episode 26: Yet Another Side of Me

After meeting a musical legend, Isis, who tells Hannah that her secret to success is to keep changing her image (a la Madonna) Miley decides it’s time to change Hannah’s image and opts for an angry rock girl type. When she dreams of the negative influence it has on her many followers, in this case the Sunshine Girls, who thrash a venue following her performance, she realizes that music must reflect your own image and hers is always from the heart.

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Episode 25 -Hannah In The Streets With Diamonds

 

Miley is thrilled when Hannah receives a highly coveted award, but the prize quickly loses its luster when the award committee places it in an undesirable location. Rico enjoys tormenting Jackson’s temporary replacement: Robbie

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Watch the Finale of "Avatar : The Last Air Abender : Sozin’s Comet"

In the Season 3 finale, Aang faces the Firelord sooner than he planned and must make a tough choice during the battle.

Watch Full Finale Here or download the video here

Test for My Love

When Miley falls head over heels for a rich kid, she goes out of her way to make a favorable impression with his extremely snooty parents. However after one too many country bumpkin insults, Miley accidentally volunteers that she’s preformed for the Queen. She quickly insists Robby and Jackson to help her out of the jam but in the end realizes the importance of being yourself.

 Download: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=WPHMJK06

JOANIE B GOODE

Miley and Lilly must learn to make peace with their arch rival, Joanie, once Oliver decides to date her. However, when Lilly and Joanie learn that they have lots in common, Miley fears that she’s losing her two best friends. Jackson is spooked by images of Rico while dating his cousin.

Download: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4EIAMR23

Yet Another Side of Me

After meeting a musical legend, Isis, who tells Hannah that her secret to success is to keep changing her image (a la Madonna) Miley decides it’s time to change Hannah’s image and opts for an angry rock girl type. When she dreams of the negative influence it has on her many followers, in this case the Sunshine Girls, who thrash a venue following her performance, she realizes that music must reflect your own image and hers is always from the heart.

Download: http://www.sendspace.com/file/a1bj0d

Miley Cyrus VAnity Fair Photoshoot

Every Miley fan or even non-Miley fanatic has surely heard about the Vanity Fair Scandal of Miley Cyrus and they definitely have seen her "topless" photos. Those photos made such a huge buzz into the showbiz industry. People were critizing her for what she did because for a fact most of Miley Cyrus fans are young girls starting from 3 yrs old up to teenage girls. People thought of her as a bad role model to these young girls. But now after being silent about the issue in such a long time, finally Miley speaks out how she feels about it. Here is an excerpt of the article from omg.yahoo.com about Miley’s reaction on the Vanity Fair Photo Scandal.

Miley Cyrus says she is still recovering from her topless Vanity Fair photo scandal.

"I was embarrassed… but also it’s like, every career thing that I do can’t be perfect, and sometimes my decisions are wrong," she tells Billboard in a new interview.

On the plus side, she says the experience made her "even more relatable."

"I don’t think people will look at me any differently because they’re like, ‘You know what, I’m going to do stupid stuff too, and I’m going to make mistakes, and that’s fine,’" she adds.

But she admits, "It still hurts when I think about it."

She says she is "super blessed" that she is a role model for young girls "but that doesn’t mean that I’m not going to make mistakes and do things that everyone’s going to be happy with … there’s no such thing as perfection." Read more of the article here..

 
Personally, I don’t see anything wrong about her Photos on Vanity Fair. She wasn’t even really topless. She was covering her front body with a white sheet. The only thing you could see is her bare back. I don’t think it is such a big deal. If she has no other covering and really went total topless then that is a big issue..That is what a scandal should be. But those pics of Miley for me are not really scandalous..

 

So, what’s up with the title of this post? well, just a summer "text" fling is something I thought of with the thing I had with this guy who happened to be the my first kiss..The one I talked about in my other post..So, what happened was that after what happened between us at the last beach outing in Paradise, me and the guy started text messaging each other..Even until I already transferred here in Pasay, we still kept on communicating with each other..We got closer and closer  even if it was just through text until just last week I noticed that he kinda got cold with me..I mean, he did not text me as often as he used to before..Within a week he texts me like day after the other unlike before when he used to text me everyday. So, i got that feeling that he doesn’t want to text anymore and that he didn’t want to continue this thing that we have. So last night, since  we were texting, I directly asked him if he was tired of texting me..Then he admitted that he just realized that there is no more point in doing or continuing what we have. He said that he realized now what he must focus on and those are he’s studies and the people around him..Then I asked him why didn’t he told me this before, I mean from the start I already told him that he can tell me if he wanted to end it. But instead of doing that,  opted not text me often anymore and made me feel his cold treatment.Why didn’t he  just  say it  immediatly instead of  avoiding me by not texting? It’s just like what happened at Paradise after we had that kiss and that night together..Oh well… It’s heart breaking..I’m heart broken again but what can I do..? I mean we are so far apart so eventually he’ll feel that he must end it. And as he said and so as I’ve said before, we will end this eventually..And so this is the end of it all.. Started with a kiss on the night of April 26, 2008 and ended up in tears on the night of June 27, 2008…And so it was..Was Just A SUMMER "TEXT" FLING!

 

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