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August 31, 2008

Stupid Fool!

Filed under: poems, quotes - chantz1821 @ 12:30 am

Well, it has been a long time since i wrote something personal here so here I am. Writing this down to express my feelings this morning. I writing all of this down because of my realization from last night’s conversation with someone who I thought was true. So here it goes..

First, I have made some quotes conjured from my thoughts from last night and just this morning.

  • "Unforgine…but forgotten".
  • I can’t seem to forgive him for the things he did but I can forget about it.
  • "No more crying..My well of tears have run dry".
    • he doesn’t deserve my tears.
  • "Fighting the urge to cry..No more tears will fall down my eyes".
    • don’t wanna cry for hin anymore

    And this one is my open verse "poem" or something like that which is about how I’m feeling right now..Bare with my writing though. I’m not a poet or a good writer but I just want to expres how I feel so that I feel more lightly. I need to let it out or it’s gonna eat me inside. SO here it is.

    ~Stupid Fool~

    I thought you were different from the others. But then I was wrong.

    I was just a stupid fool to think you’re someone special.

    I was stupid to assume you are true,

    even more stupid to believe in the words you have said so.

    I honestly believed in the person you were.

    But then I found out the horrible truth.

    You are no one special. You are just the same as the others.

    Just a typical guy capable of playing the heart of a fool like mine.

    I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT YOU.

    Was so wrong to have believed in you.

    Perhaps you’re thinking how stupid I really am.

    YES! You are RIGHT.

    I AM STUPID!

    I am stupid for falling for you.

    A STUPID FOOL WHO FELL FOR A WORTHLESS FOOL LIKE YOU!

    :p

    ~FIN~

    May 4, 2008

    Love Quotes for People with Broken Hearts

    Filed under: lovelife daw, quotes, loneliness - chantz1821 @ 10:15 am

     

    I just want to share these text messages I received from my friends. These quotes kinda represent how I’m feeling right now. And to those people who are just like me, someone who just got their hearts broken, I’m sure you’ll definitely ralate to these quotes..

    •  " If it’s not yours, it will never be yours no matter how much you are obsess with it. But if in case.. just in case…It’s for you. It’ll always be for you no matter how often you ignore it."
    • this quote really make me miserable because it makes me realize that I can’t and will never have that person that I want so much… :(
  • " Forgetting the feelings you have for someone is one of the things that could never be easy.. After the long times of loving, here you are now, trying to forget! But still loving in silence…."
    • So this one is what I’m trying to do now. I mean I having really loving him for so long, just  about a week now, Hahaha, but I have decided that I would forget about my feelings for him. After all,we would probably never see each other again. So before I fall for him deeper, it is best that I should just forget about him. In this way I won’t be hurt so much…
  • "There is a reality that states: Once you’ve love someone you never stop loving him/her. It may be more or maybe less but…YOU NEVER STOP…"
    • Ok, so if this is true, then I guess no matter how hard I try to forget him the truth still remains that I would still be loving him..So how am I supposed to move on and forget him, ha?
  • "Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower… When I know from the start…that he loves me not.. :( "
    • hmmm…I don’t really get the beautiful petals of a flower but the "He loves me not" line speaks the painful truth. The one I love…doesn’t feel the same way for me… Ouch! :(
  • "You can close your eyes from the things you don’t want to see…But you can never close your heart form the things you don’t want to feel."
    • so true…No matter how I tell myself that I’m not in love with him, and no matter how I convince myself that I’m not really in love, in the end my heart’s saying that I am in love with him.
        All these quotes are from my friends Rhee and Rajiv..You guys make me feel more sad and miserable but Thanks for the quotes guys! The quotes helped me realize to get over with this state I am right now. I have got to get over this Heart Broken  thing I am into right now! And now am ending this. I am Over it! So over it… :) Promise…. hehehe :P

    February 28, 2008

    History Quotes

    Filed under: quotes - chantz1821 @ 6:48 am

    Seems like today I’m all about History. So I got Here  some Quotes About History.

    Ambrose Bierce:

    HISTORY, n. An account mostly false, of events mostly unimportant, which are brought about by rulers mostly knaves, and soldiers mostly fools.

     

    Benjamin Disraeli:
    Read no history: nothing but biography, for that is life without theory.

     

    David Ben Gurion:
    Anyone who believes you can’t change history has never tried to write his memoirs.

     

    David C. McCullough:
    History is a guide to navigation in perilous times. History is who we are and why we are the way we are.

     

    David McCullough:
    No harm’s done to history by making it something someone would want to read.

     

    Denise Levertov:
    I don’t think one can accurately measure the historical effectiveness of a poem; but one does know, of course, that books influence individuals; and individuals, although they are part of large economic and social processes, influence history. Every mass is after all made up of millions of individuals.

     

    E. L. Doctorow:
    History is the present. That’s why every generation writes it anew. But what most people think of as history is its end product, myth.

     

    Edward Gibbon:
    I have but one lamp by which my feet are guided, and that is the lamp of experience. I know no way of judging of the future but by the past.

     

    Etienne Gilson:
    History is the only laboratory we have in which to test the consequences of thought.

     

    Friedrich Von Schiller:
    The history of the world is the world’s court of justice.

     

    George Bernard Shaw:
    We learn from history that we learn nothing from history.

     

    George Bernard Shaw:
    We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future.

     

    George Santayana:
    Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it.

     

    George Wilhelm Hegel:
    What experience and history teach is this — that people and governments never have learned anything from history, or acted on principles.

     

    Gerda Lerner:
    What we do about history matters. The often repeated saying that those who forget the lessons of history are doomed to repeat them has a lot of truth in it. But what are ‘the lessons of history’? The very attempt at definition furnishes ground for new conflicts. History is not a recipe book; past events are never replicated in the present in quite the same way. Historical events are infinitely variable and their interpretations are a constantly shifting process. There are no certainties to be found in the past.

     

    Gerda Lerner:
    We can learn from history how past generations thought and acted, how they responded to the demands of their time and how they solved their problems. We can learn by analogy, not by example, for our circumstances will always be different than theirs were. The main thing history can teach us is that human actions have consequences and that certain choices, once made, cannot be undone. They foreclose the possibility of making other choices and thus they determine future events.

     

    Goethe:
    Patriotism ruins history.

     

    Gustave Flaubert:
    Our ignorance of history causes us to slander our own times.

     

    Henry Ford:
    History is more or less bunk. It’s tradition. We don’t want tradition. We want to live in the present and the only history that is worth a tinker’s damn is the history we make today.

     

    Henry Ford:
    History is more or less bunk.

     

    Henry Steele Commager:
    History, we can confidently assert, is useful in the sense that art and music, poetry and flowers, religion and philosophy are useful. Without it — as with these — life would be poorer and meaner; without it we should be denied some of those intellectual and moral experiences which give meaning and richness to life. Surely it is no accident that the study of history has been the solace of many of the noblest minds of every generation.

     

    Jane Austen:
    History, real solemn history, I cannot be interested in…. I read it a little as a duty; but it tells me nothing that does not either vex or weary me. The quarrels of popes and kings, with wars and pestilences in every page; the men all so good for nothing, and hardly any women at all - it is very tiresome. (spoken by Catherine Morland in ‘Northanger Abbey’)

     For more quotes about history, click Here

    History Repeats Itself

    Filed under: quotes - chantz1821 @ 2:36 am

    DO you believe in the saying "History Repeats Itself"?

    If you ask me, well I definitely do. It is because as I have observed in my life, same things kept on happening every year. For instance, I always have troubles with my computer at home during this time of the year ( just when Final exam week is approaching and projects are on due). Either my computer won’t work for reason such as cpu or monitor problems Or because of malfunctioning PC parts like keyboard. Just the other day, I got my pc back after being repaired so I was really glad because I get to go online every night again after not having to do so for so long. BUt unfortunately, last night I only got to be online for a while since the keyboard starting malfunctioning. It just made my night unpleasant. 

    Other than this, the most redundant thing that happens to me every year is the problem about my big bro. Every end of the school year, my family finds out that my big bro is really doing good at school. Actually not really going to school opposite of what we were thinking. He thought he’s got no problem with school and that he’s attending his classes but then when we saw his grades what we see are failing marks and dropped subjects. Not even a single mark showed that that he passed a subject. He fooled as real good. Anyway, the problem is even if he’s supposed to be the only one to be blamed because it’s all his fault, it just can’t be avoided that I also get dragged in this. Because all the "nagging" that comes from our mom goes through me first. Me and my bro live in far from our mom and so our communication with her is through phone calls and text messages. So when my mom starts being dramatic about how hard she’s working for us and  and were ungrateful ,and that we are just abusing her, I’m the one to endure all of this dramas. That coming from my mom makes me feel pity on her and really mad towards my brother. Somehow I always feel guilty that my mom has to be bothered with all of this. I can’t help feeling guilty and responsible for my mother’s pains and sufferings. So much for that.

    With all of these things that keeps on happening to me, this has made me believe that "history really repeats itself" 

     

    History repeats itself. That’s one of the things wrong with history.Clarence Darrow
    US defense lawyer (1857 - 1938)

    January 26, 2008

    If Only..If Only Love could find us All..

    Filed under: quotes - chantz1821 @ 3:50 pm

    "That’s my heart..It’s yours now.."-Ian from the movie ‘If Only’

    "I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.."-excerpt from a poem in the movie ‘In her shoes’

    If Only In Her Shoes

    Perhaps you people are wondering what’s the significance of those two quotes above, well it just so happened that I have seen those movies just this week. Actually just finished watching ‘If Only’ tonight. Just a second ago. I loved those quotes. Really simple but touching. If I had someone that would say the line,  "That’s my heart..It’s yours now.." I would be so happy. I couldn’t ask for more. Well, that is if I had someone..really had someone. But, unfortunately I don’t have someone special right now. And it’s so sad..coz the love month is fast approaching..and cupid hasn’t come my way yet..lol ( am I getting dramatic and emotional or what? haha :D )

    January 18, 2008

    No Chance for Me and You

    Filed under: poems, lovelife daw, quotes - chantz1821 @ 1:59 pm

     PLEASE BE NICE

    Early morning I saw  the other part of you.
    At first glance I knew he wasn’t you.
    At first glance  there’s no need for me to think twice.
    He wasn’t you.

    Coz by heart I know he’s different from you.
    The twinkle in your eyes and that cute sweet smile
    can only be yours and no one else.
    Though he may share your looks, the difference still shows.
    He’s just not like you.

    As the day ends and the night takes over, finally there you were!
    Right in front of me together with your bro.
    Confusion of which one is you is not a problem.
    As I’ve said, just a glance I could tell if it was you or your bro.

    So, there I was feeling all gleeful and thrilled to have finally seen you.
    Gleeful and thrilled enough that I have hurried on just to keep up with you two.
    But then you sharttered this blissful momentum that i was in.
    Since it obviously showed that you were keeping away from me.
    You even took the other way just to avoid me.

    I know, you were thinking I was stalking you.
    Perhaps it made you feel weird or scared knowing that I like you.
    But it not like I’m stalking you or something.
    Well, perhaps I was stalking you.
    But could you blame a girl for liking you?

    You have  always been avoiding me ever since knowing that I liked you.
    Yet, it was nice of you to give your photo to a friend of mine even though you knew it was really me who asked for it from you.
    But don’t you think that avoiding me is quite cruel of you?

    Just a simple Hi!
    Or a little smile…
    Or even just a heads up  to show that you’ve noticed me..
    Is that too hard for you to do?

    All I asked from you is to be nice.
    Be nice to me coz I’m justa girl who admires you a lot.
    There’s no need pretending that you don’t recognize me
    or hurrying away just to avoid me.

    I like you.
    That’s all!
    Can you blame me for feeling this way towards you?
    I hope you understand the way i feel.
    Just a little show of kindness from you is enough for me to live by.
    A simple Hi! A little smile and a twinkle glance from your eyes..

    [SOMETHING TO SHARE MY FEELINGS TONIGHT AS I SAW MY CRUSH AGAIN AFTER A LONG TIME WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY BACK HOME… felt a little sad.emoticon ]

    August 31, 2007

    Love quotes Again

    Filed under: poems, quotes - chantz1821 @ 1:10 pm

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    Erich Fromm:

        Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
        Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
        Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
        Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

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    Anne Morrow Lindbergh:

        Him that I love, I wish to be free — even from me.

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    Pearl S. Buck:

        The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.

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    Rumi:

       Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.

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    William Shakespeare:

        Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin, as self-neglecting.

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    William Shakespeare:

        My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
        My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
        The more I have, for both are infinite.

         Excerpt form   "Romeo and Juliet"

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    Anais Nin:

        Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

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    July 16, 2007

    Why do i still miss you..?

    Filed under: quotes, loneliness - chantz1821 @ 1:08 pm

    why do i still miss you boy..it is almost a month since i last chatted with the boy. i haven’t been thinking of him for a long time.but tonight, i just suddenly miss him again..and i hate feeling this way, coz i know i’ll never get to talk to him again..this is just so depressing.

    so, just like to post i miss you quotes to ease this feeling of mine..

    If I had a single flower for every time I
    think about you, I could walk forever in
    my garden.  ~Claudia Ghandi

    Within you I lose myself…
    Without you I find myself
    Wanting to be lost again.
    ~Author Unknown

    All days are nights to see till I see thee,
    And nights bright days when dreams do
    show thee to me.~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"

    What is the opposite of two?  A lonely
    me, a lonely you.  ~Richard Wilbur

    Your absence has gone through me
    Like thread through a needle
    Everything I do is stitched with its
    color.~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"

    Thou art gone from my gaze like a
    beautiful dream.
    And I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream.
    ~George Linley

    The reason it hurts so much to separate
    is because our souls are connected. 
    ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

    Missing someone gets easier every day
    because even though it’s one day further
    from the last time you saw each other,
    it’s one day closer to the next time you will.                                                                                ~Author Unknown

    She went her unremembering way,
    She went and left in me
    The pang of all the partings gone,
    And partings yet to be.
    ~Francis Thompson

    One kind kiss before we part,
    Drop a tear, and bid adieu;
    Though we sever, my fond heart
    Till we meet shall pant for you.
    ~Robert Dodsley

    Ever absent, ever near;
    Still I see thee, still I hear;
    Yet I cannot reach thee, dear!
    ~Francis Kazinczy

    Missing you could turn from pain to
    pleasure, if I knew you were missing me
    too.  ~Author Unknown

    It is loneliness that makes the loudest
    noise.  This is true of men as of dogs. 
    ~Eric Hoffer

    The eternal quest of the individual human
    being is to shatter his loneliness. 
    ~Norman Cousins

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    Each time I miss you, a star falls down
    from the sky. So, if you looked up at the
    sky and found it dark with no stars, it
    is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!
    -unknown

    I tell you goodnight with tears in my
    eyes, I wish I was there curled up by
    your side, Time passes, But not fast
    enough, I try to be strong. But I’m not
    that tough, When I feel you embrace it
    will be all right, But my heart aches for
    you on this lonely night.

    If you missed me then I’m sorry I didn’t
    stay away longer, I like being missed.

    In this weird twisted way, I know you
    miss me liking you, not because I want to
    believe it’s true, but because you’ll
    never find a girl that can put up with
    you like I did; you’ll never find a girl
    who will care as much as I did, because
    no one will waste all there love on
    someone like you, like I did.-unknown

    I’ve been laying here all night,
    listening to the rain. Talking to my
    heart and trying to explain. Why
    sometimes I catch myself wondering what
    might have been. Yes I do think about
    you, every now and then.-unknown

    Today was just one of those days where
    everything I did reminded me of you and
    every song I heard somehow related to
    you. I hate days like today, because they
    remind me of the one thing I dont have.

    You do something to me that I can’t
    explain, so would I be out of line if I
    said I miss you?-unknown

    The few hours I spent with you are worth
    the thousand hours I spend without you.-unknown

    Missing you isn’t the problem, it’s
    wondering if you’ll ever come back that’s
    killing me.-unknown

    I ofter catch myself constantly wondering
    how you are, sitting alone with my mind
    set so far, reminiscing about your smile,
    voice and touch, damn this life… I’m
    missing you too much!-unknown

    We’ll do what we gotta do, see what we
    gotta see, and if in the end we end up
    together, then we’ll know it was meant to
    be.–unknown

    Maybe he’s doing the same thing as me…
    maybe he wants so bad to call me, but
    just won’t because I haven’t called
    him… then again, maybe I shouldn’t fill
    myself with false hope that he might just
    be missing me like I’m missing him.

    I wish that I could hold you now… I
    wish that I could touch you now… I wish
    that I could talk to you… be with you
    somehow.-unknown

    You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and
    said nothing, when you turned around and
    a tear came down and I whispered to
    myself… everything is.–unknown

    I sit here and wonder if you’ll ever
    understand just how much of me belongs to
    you.-unknown

    -http://members.tripod.com/mi_ruka0/id16.html
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    “If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you.
    If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love
    you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t
    miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

    http://en.thinkexist.com/reference/i_miss_you_quotes/

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    I miss you like the sun misses the
    flowers, like the sun misses the flowers
    in the depths of winter, instead of
    beauty to direct it’s light to, the heart
    hardens like the frozen world which your
    absence has banished me to.
    – William in "A Knight’s Tale"

    If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you.
    If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love
    you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t
    miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.
    – Author Unknown

    Somewhere there is someone that dreams of
    your smile, and finds in your presence
    that life is worthwhile, so when you are
    lonely remember it’s true, someone
    somewhere is thinking of you.
    – Author Unknown

    http://www.great-inspirational-quotes.com/i-miss-you-quotes.html

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